rising pheonix-d3

*Leaves rustling* *Crickets creaking* I heard the wind howling around me. I felt like I was being lifted off the ground and spun around in small, smooth circles. But wait..... I DIED!! What is this that I am hearing and feeling? My eyes snapped open and I couldn't believe what I was seeing. How could it be possible?? Didn't he die years ago? Am I hallucinating or am I actually seeing his spirit? What is happening? Am I dead or alive? I realised that I was floating, surrounded by some kind of dark mist which felt somewhat light, it felt like air; it felt like nothing. As I was drifting along with the dark mist, I noticed that I had somehow been moved out of that tiny room to this open field. The field was dotted with oak trees which seemed to surround the clearing. It gave the area the whole aura of being in a secluded, private land. It was still dark and the moon was still shining, bright and full. Everything felt familiar but foreign at the same time. Mysterious. Yes, tha...

“Tick-tock” “Tick-tock” “Tick-tock” That was all I heard as I lied still in a pool of my own blood. All I could see was my own reflection, situated right above me. I couldn’t feel my body parts but I could see that my limbs were all positioned in awkward ways; that could only mean that I was literally broken! I slowly realised that I was placed in a small room with a mirrored ceiling and mostly blackened glass walls. The room was dark except for little streams of moonlight that made its way through tiny clean spots on the glass walls. I slowly started feeling the pain, that burning sensation that runs through a person like they were being burnt alive. All parts of my body hurt like crazy but none of that could match to the immense pain, the pain that made it difficult for me to breath. My body parts may be broken or twisted and it probably could be fixed but there was one part, a part that got shattered in to a million pieces, and can never, ever heal; my heart. Why am I her...

It has been ages since I last wrote here. I even forgot about blogspot and that I once had an account here and actually wrote for fun! If you have been following me or maybe you used to follow me, let me tell you a few things about my life now.  1) I am 25 years old this year and yes, I am single! No, I don't think it is weird or lonely. No, I don't live with 9 cats in an apartment.  2) I am currently an English Instructor in University Tunku Abdul Rahman in Kampar, Perak. Perak is my home town, my place of birth and though I love this place, I miss staying with my parents in Klang and I miss the city life in KL.  3) I am an avid reader, I love reading all kinds of material, even a shampoo bottle if that is what I have left. :p  4) I still love dancing and singing like crazy, too bad that I could not become a professional singer or dancer. I guess I just need to go on singing and dancing in the confines of my own lil' home.  5) I can cook, and eat rea...